Holding back my Excitement

So, it's been over a week since the election. I chose to restrain my excitement of Trump winning the election because of the despair that it seemed to trigger in some of my friends and family. One thing I have been having a difficult time understanding; protesters are still protesting, which is their free choice, but the difference now from protests in the past, was that protesters used to actually be protesting against something that was being done to them or someone else. Some injustice that needed correcting. But so far the protests are about what people are afraid MIGHT happen, not anything that has actually happened yet. Those that are protesting Trump being elected, are actually protesting against democracy itself.
Don't you think we felt bad when Obama was elected twice?? Why is it that when we have different fears from a different view we are labeled racist, bigots? Many of us truly believed that Obama was groomed from a young age, to be a major piece of a evil Islamic plan to destroy western civilization from within (which is they do not try and hide, but is well documented in the Muslim Brotherhood's own decrees from the 90's). It had absolutely nothing to do with the color of his skin. It had everything to do with his upbringing, and early influences in his life. I felt fear, dread and deep disappointment, but then I moved on, trusted God, and tried to look for the good in the situation, but we didn't feel the need to protest Obama being elected.
Give the new president a chance to prove himself. He deserves that, and the American people that voted for him deserve the same respect that they gave in previous elections. Please accept the majority of the people's will in each state and accept our new president.
Honestly, if our elections were held by the popular vote then California and New York would decided every election and other State's would have no say in who their president is. We are the United States of America, not just America. In the past, the criticism of the electoral college was not their existence, but that some were not voting in accordance with the majority of the will of the people in their state. That fueled anger and seemed un-democratic, but as long as the electoral college votes in accordance with the will of the people in their state, then democracy is working as it should.

Victory mixed with sadness

I feel sad that so many people are afraid of Trump and are judging those that support him. I blame the media and the powers behind it for painting Trump in such a horrible light. There is no need to be afraid, he is not what they said he is. Yes, he speaks his mind and is not perfect, but he is not the racist, misogynist, etc. that the media and apposing ads painted him to be. Those are smear labels and judgments that were meant to keep people from voting for him. But the people were fed up with being lied to by the main stream media and political elite. The internet gave us the avenue to research these attacks and find they were not true.
So, there is no need to be afraid of Trump as president. He will be a great president.

Vision of the Lion and the Lamb

Last Saturday night, during worship at house church, God gave me a vision that I shared of the Lion and the Lamb walking into the White House. When their feet touched the floor, light went out in all directions and darkness disappeared as I saw the State capital buildings light up across America. I was encouraged, but now I know what it meant. I thank God for his mercy on our Nation and His anointed leader, who will bring strength, integrity, honesty, prosperity, love and peace to the White house and the Nation.
Please keep praying for our Nation, and all people, that darkness will disappear as the lights are turned on.

How the Very Future of America Is At Stake

If You're On the Fence About Your Vote, This Pastor Clarifies How the Very Future of America Is At Stake

Yes, the future of our nation and our freedom depends on it. American born millennials tend to take their freedom for granted. The US Constitution and Bill and of Rights were put in place to protected those freedoms. As new Supreme Court Justice's are appointed, their decisions will affect generations. If they are not grounded in interpreting the US Constitution as our forefathers intended, we can and will loose our constitutional rights. This will affect every American for generations to come.

We can already see the writing on the wall:

1. The word 'disagreement' has been redefined to mean 'hate' or 'hate speech', 'bigotry' or 'racism'. 
2. The focus and emphasis on 'anti-bullying', instead of personal responsibility, is redefining a generations perception of 'free speech', and creating a culture of 'blame' and 'dependence'. 
3. Emotion has become the driving force in our political decisions, instead of education, common sense, and Holy Spirit lead decisions. 
4. The cultural perception of our freedom being taken for granted as something that will not, and cannot be taken from us, has created a generation that is in a dangerous state of 'denial'. Those that live in war and terror torn countries know that freedom is not easily established, once lost. 
5. The cultural perception and redistribution of Christian charity and love from the Church, to the Federal Government enables every form of greed, corruption, waste, crime, and oppression that the world has ever known, and will know, to manifest. 
6. Fear has driven people to push legislation to 'protect' people, but fear creates a cycle of 'outside' control instead of personal responsibility and God enabled self-control. It also opens the door to every companion to fear; true hatred, corruption, control, greed, pride... and the list goes on. 

Catch Up - Married after 50

It's been a few years since I have posted anything to this blog. I want to give some updates and then begin a new series about 'Getting Married after 50'. Yes, I got married about a year and a half ago. What a wonderful blessing. Although, the blessings aren't always what I had hoped for, if I let God in, He turns it into something beautiful.

I found this article about 'Getting Married after 50' that rings true with me especially when it comes to blending finances...
"It can be hard to compromise. And I don’t think it’s just women -- it’s women and men. When you come to marriage in your 20s or your 30s, you haven’t had as many years to convince yourself that you’re so right about the way that you do things. By the time that you’re in your 50s or your 60s, you do things the way you do things and you have this sense that your way is the best way. You may find it harder to meet in the middle. But that’s what marriage is: Marriage is meeting in the middle. And if you want your marriage to work, you better figure out how to do that. And in a way that you’re not constantly fighting about money because we know that the more times couples fight per week about money, the more likely they are to divorce."

Everyone Is A Candidate ~ Bill Johnson

Everyone in our community is a target for God’s love. There are no exceptions. The testimonies of radical transformation come from every sector of society and every conceivable place—school, work, home, the malls and stores, and even the parks, streets, and homeless camps. Why? There is a growing company of people who have the Father’s business in mind. They consciously take Him wherever they go. When Jason, one of our students, was asked to come to the courthouse to serve on a jury, he went with the Father’s business in mind. As he walked from the parking lot to the jurors’ building, he saw two young men who looked troubled. The Lord began to talk to Jason about the older of the two. As Jason ministered to him, he addressed specific problems he had with his father. He realized that Jason couldn’t have known this information without God showing it to him. Therefore, the young man received Christ. Jason finally made it to the jury selection building.

During a long break he began to pray for God’s leading. He noticed a man on the other side of the room seated in a wheelchair. It was the electric type that moved by a toggle switch on the armrest. After a brief conversation with him, he found out he, too, was a believer. Jason encouraged him with God’s promises and then asked him to look at him. They held hands and prayed. Strength came into the man’s body as the pain left. Jason told him to stand. The gentleman asked, “What if I fall?” To which Jason responded, “What if you don’t?” It was enough to bring the courage needed, and in plain sight of all the others in the room, this man stood to his feet, waving his arms about. It had been years since he was able to stand. Jason turned to the crowd and declared, “God is here to heal!” Before the day was over, two others had received the healing touch of Jesus. That is the Father’s business, and every believer has a part to play in carrying out this privileged assignment.

Johnson, Bill (2005-01-28). When Heaven Invades Earth (pp. 77-78). Destiny Image. Kindle Edition.

Are you believing a lie?

I am reading this book; "10 Lies the Church Tells Women" by J. Lee Grady.

Lie: A woman should view her husband as the authority/leader of the home.

Quote from page 83-84:

"When church leaders raise the issue of male headship, they are referring to two passages in the New
Testament: Ephesians 5:23 ("For the husband is the head of the wife") and 1 Corinthians 11:3 ("the man is the head of the woman"). Some people have assumed that this means men have been designed by God to be the leaders in society, while women are called to be followers. And they assume this is God's model for the church as well."

"But we need to be careful here, noting that in both of these passages Paul is discussing a wife's relationship with her husband, not a woman's relationship with all other men."

"If we investigate these two passages deeper, we discover that the concept of headship is not really about authority at all. It is about intimacy, mutuality, and the unique connection that exists between a husband and wife. The word used here for "head" in the Greek is kephale, which can be translated "source", as the headwaters of a river are the source of the river. If Paul had meant to say, "The husband is the boss of the wife," or "The husband is the leader of the wife," he would have used the Greek word archon, which is often used in the New Testament to denote authority. Instead he uses kephale, a rarer term."

"Why would Paul say that the husband is the source of the wife? In both passages, he is referring to the origin of woman in the Garden of Eden. Adam was the "head," or "source," of Eve because she was taken from his side. And because she came from him, she as the wife enjoys a unique connection to him that cannot be paralleled by any other human relationship."

"The headship principle, therefore, really has nothing to do with authority in the home. It stresses, rather, the mutual dependence that a man and wife have on each other, and it calls on husbands to nourish and cherish their wives since they have such an intimate connection with them in a spiritual sense."

Daily Exercise

To stay fit as a Christian we need daily exercise and healthy food just like our bodies do. We need to eat and drink the spiritual flesh and blood of Jesus, his word, truth and life. Exercise by jogging in faith, throwing off sin by confession and forgiveness, and running toward Jesus, receiving and wearing God's armor, praying always using our words to bind evil, loose love, praise God, and encourage others. Keeping in mind that our fight is not in this world of flesh and matter, but in the spiritual dimensions where forces fight for control and power over us.

The Power of a Thankful Heart ~ Rylisms, by James Ryle

“As you therefore have received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in Him, rooted and built up in Him and established in the faith, as you have been taught, abounding in it with thanksgiving.” Col 2:6-7

Several extraordinary things happen to us when we purpose to always be thankful.

First – the power of a thankful heart keeps you from the destructive influence of bitterness, for it lifts you to a higher perspective and lets you see things from God’s point of view. Yes, people will treat you badly and unjustly; but the Lord works all things for your good. Be thankful, and watch Him work.

Second – the power of a thankful heart prevents you from falling into pride; for thankfulness presupposes humility. A grateful man is a humble man; and a humble man receives the grace of God to face and overcome all things.

Third – the power of a thankful heart cultivates peace of mind and composure of character. When your life becomes rooted and built up in the truth of God’s word, there is very little that can disturb your spirit.

Fourth – the power of a thankful heart increases your sense of purpose in God’s work, for you know that He has plans for you; plans to bless you, to prosper you, to use you as a blessing for others, and to bring your life on earth to a happy end.

Fifth – the power of a thankful heart gives you a confident assurance for the future — not only for the life you live on earth, but after you pass from this world into the next; you will enter His presence with thanksgiving, seeing you’ve practiced it your whole life.

Sixth -  the power of a thankful heart permeates the atmosphere with positive energy. Your outlook of faith is empowering for others who may not be able to see things so clearly. Your glad disposition brightens their dark moments, like Paul and Silas singing praise to God in the Philippian jail.

And finally - the power of a thankful heart honors God, for it dares to look beyond the obvious to see the actual. Circumstances may be bleak, and things may be bad; the economy of your life may be teetering on collapse, and situations may seem all but hopeless — but God is still in control. Your thankful heart demoralizes the powers of hell and glorifies your heavenly Father.

Abound in thanksgiving today and you’ll see I’m right. All these things and more will be yours!

"Your Sins are Forgiven"

I have understood the principle of forgiveness for many years, and practiced it regularly...but God led me to begin to take it a step further. So yesterday I started to forgive everyone's sins...and it was fun! Haha! Something amazing began to happen, as I thought of different people and said, 'your sins are forgiven!'
I hadn't realized how I had held bitterness towards people in government, TV shows, news media, internet meanies, and all those in the world that seem bent on hate, greed and power. I forgave all their sins. I feel so free, and I know that it has changed the atmosphere on earth and in heaven! I got it! Yay God!

Luke 5:20-24 And when he saw their faith, he said, "Man, your sins are forgiven you."  And the scribes and the Pharisees began to question, saying, "Who is this who speaks blasphemies? Who can forgive sins but God alone?" When Jesus perceived their thoughts, he answered them, "Why do you question in your hearts? Which is easier, to say, 'Your sins are forgiven you,' or to say, 'Rise and walk'? But that you may know that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins"--he said to the man who was paralyzed--"I say to you, rise, pick up your bed and go home."

Mark 11:24-25a "Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. And whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone..."

My Story

I wrote most of this in a message to one of my friends that asked to know more about me...and decided to post it on my blog.

I have led a very full life with tons of experiences and adventures. I grew up with semi 'hippy' parents on one side and a 'executive' father on the other. No abuse, as a child, except maybe neglect and encouraged to drink, and smoke marijuana. I was a very shy, quiet child, and spent a lot of time alone. I was not raised with any religion, and minimal moral foundation. My parents were wrapped up in their own lives of resisting most forms of structure, expressing 'free love', getting high, and the 'open marriages' of the 70's. Except my Dad who was an executive at Boeing. He came across as a cold, highly intellectually intelligent person, yet every other weekend he would take us to do stuff; skiing, kayaking, scuba diving, camping. We went on so many adventures with him. Yet, I could never 'talk' to him, and used to joke about him being like Spock on Star Trek (not to him of course). The adventures were great, but he never taught me anything about 'right or wrong'.

Somehow I survived the drugs and alcohol (I assume my real Dad didn't know about), but I got married at 16 and divorced at 19, then went crazy with men. I didn't understand that I could say 'no', and I had a terrible need to be loved by a man, so it led me down a path of destruction. I was raped, conned, lived in my car, had 5 abortions, and was contemplating suicide, after being choked by an abusively insane boyfriend. I called a hot line and got some help. I started to learn from my counselor my 'rights' as a human being. By the time I was 21 I was so sick of the bar scene, I decided to quit smoking, using drugs, drinking, and got a boyfriend. We lived together for 2 years, at the end of which I got pregnant. I decided to keep the baby and gave birth to my sweet daughter (who is now 26). She was the best thing that happened to me. I took parenting seriously, even though I was a single Mom on welfare.

I got into the 'New Age' movement as I was searching for more meaning in life. I was disgusted by what I heard about religion as it seemed to me just a way to control the masses through fear and guilt. One day when my daughter was about 11 months old, I was sitting on my bed by myself and asked Christ to be Lord of my life. One of the new age teachers I listened to on tape said something that prompted me to do this. At that moment, something supernatural happened to me. I knew something had changed in me, and from that moment on I began to pray out loud everyday and change...inside! I had never been to church and didn't even see the connection. All I knew was I wanted to be like Jesus. I began to feel a love and joy that I had never felt before. I didn't really know what had happened at the time. Many years later I realized this was a 'salvation experience' and that Jesus will meet us anywhere we are at.

My first daughter was 3 years old when I sold my only possession (which was my car), for 1/2 the down payment on some land (5 acres) with a well. My mom and I had reconnected (she was single now), and we wanted to build our own places. So that is what we did. We lived in a tent, got library books on building, and started our first building which I now live in today. Five years later I had my second daughter (different boyfriend). My second beautiful daughter was born in this house (more like a cabin), she is 20 now. My daughters are, and have been, an incredible blessing in my life.

It wasn't until 7 years after my experience with Jesus, that I stepped foot into a church building. I decided to take my two girls to a local church one day. No one invited me. When I walked in the doors I began to cry as I felt as if I had come home. Someone gave me a NIV bible, and I began to devour the words. It was as if they jumped off the pages into my heart. For the first time I had some guidelines to live by. I understood that these were not 'rules' to be forced on me to follow, but loving guidance to help me live life to the fullest. The religious words that I had so despised, in an instant, I began to understand a deeper meaning. I loved the music and as the words of the songs sunk into my heart, I began to have more faith, joy and love than I ever knew were possible. I kept hearing Jesus say, "It's time for the body of Christ to come together."

I did marry again in 1995. I met him at church. I thought if I married a Christian that everything would work out, and we could overcome any obstacle in our marriage. We had the dream wedding, but about a month after we were married he turned away from God, and became emotionally abusive, and sometimes physically. He did turn back to God, only to slide back again and again. We went through years of counseling but separated in 2000 after the hardest 5 years of my life. Something in my body changed during that time. I began to have panic attacks and the stress of feeling like I was always 'walking on egg shells' began to take its toll on me, emotionally and physically. I started taking anti-depressants so I could cope with life. They did help a lot at first. We got back together for a few months after he had had more counseling, but he began the same things again, so I told God I would rather stay single the rest of my life, and save my children, than stay married to him. So I divorced him, and we began the slow process of healing. I continued to take the anti-depressants for 6 years, but after a while they seemed not to work as well.

I had never had a full time job in my life at this point, but in 2000 when I first separated from my ex-husband, I got a job at a bank as file assistant for the accounting department. God blessed me with incredible favor and knowledge. In six years I was promoted 4 times and by the time the bank was bought out, I was 'Assistant Vice President and Finance Officer' at the bank. I had no college degree; in fact I had dropped out of high school in the 10th grade and only had a GED. But God gave me incredible knowledge and favor. If I didn't know how to do something, I would pray and ask God to show me, and in a few minutes I would get an idea and figure it out. I was in charge of moving millions of dollars of the banks money, everyday between investment accounts. I really gained confidence in God and in myself during this time. When the bank was sold, our department was going away, but we all got large stock options paid out, and I was offered 9 months severance pay, if I would stay on long enough to help the new bank convert their systems. They used a software that I had become very good at using. In fact on my last day, I received a job offer as a Controller and Office manger for the software company that the bank used. I still work there today.

The stock options allowed me to buy a nice home and take a trip to Paris with my youngest daughter. My oldest daughter was in college by then. The only negative thing during this period was fighting depression and anxiety. The anti-depressants made it possible for me to keep going to work everyday, but as they began to not work as well, it was very hard to get up and go to work. The drive to work was a battle and I sometimes would think of driving my car under a semi truck just to get out of it (once I would get to work I would be fine). This scared me, so I went to get some counseling. I discovered RTF (Restoring the Foundations) again, and went through an Issue Focused Ministry session that helped me immensely. I went off anti-depressants, and began to eat healthier. I still struggled off and on, but not like before.

Both my daughters are very smart, they love God, and they both graduated from high school early. My oldest daughter went to Oral Roberts University in Tulsa, OK when she was just 17, after a year at a community college. She had wanted to become a teacher ever since she was in 3rd grade, so that is exactly what she did. She was married two days after she graduated from college to a boy who also had graduated early and whom she had met when she was 15 in drivers Ed class.

She taught in a public school in Tulsa for 5 years, has two sons, and now is a stay at home mom living in Little Rock, AR. Her husband went on to get his masters degree and is now a Lead over an Apple store in AR. My youngest daughter went to two years of college, but then decided to work for a while until she figures out what she really wants to do. She lives on her own in a nice apartment in Kirkland, WA and works at a Christian collage as an office assistant.

I have been single now for 11 years. I am used to it now, but it was very difficult when my youngest daughter moved out and I didn't know what to do with my life. I really am not the 'career woman' type and so after working two jobs for about 4 years, I quit one of my jobs, sold my house, and moved back to the little cabin I had built. My mother still lives on the property, but in her own house that she built many years ago. I had rented this cabin out for almost 15 years, so it was pretty run down. I started coming down on weekends and remodeling it. I put in new hardwood floors, cabinets etc. I have been back here almost 2 years now (April 15th), and love it out here in the woods.

My life is slow now, and I work mostly from home. I have two miniature schnauzers that I adore. The last two years has really been a healing time for me and a time to get closer to God. I have gone through more RTF sessions and some training to help others. I rarely feel depressed anymore. It is also good to be close to my Mom, who is now 77. She has hardly been sick a day in her life, and is still very active.

God keeps telling me to 'rest in His presence' so that is what I have endeavored to do since I moved back here. I know He is preparing me for something good. As I get more of a vision for the future, I get excited about it. I am excited to see His kingdom manifest on earth, as even with all the 'bad stuff' going on in the world, I know that there is more good. I know that Jesus wins the battle and faith, hope and love remain.

For more information on RTF (Restoring the Foundations) visit rtfi.org or restoringyourlife.org

Inspirational Video on Sex, Marriage & Fairytales

Troubled

I keep hearing crazy stuff from people I thought were solid Christians. Here I thought I was the one 'way out there'. I don't want to go into each item, and I don't want to debate...I just want to pray that Christ will prevail in their lives, and in my life. Sometimes it seems like I have the plan all figure out, and the next moment I feel like I know nothing.

Oh God have mercy on us. Guide us and lead us into all truth by a continual filling of the Holy Spirit. Give us discernment and wisdom to know what is true, what is religious and what is not truth. Love you so much, my God and my Savior Yeshua Messiah.


But the hour is coming, and is now here, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for the Father is seeking such people to worship him. God is spirit, and those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth." 
(John 4:23-24 ESV)

Redemptive Gift – Prophet

She has the Redemptive gift of a prophet and sees things in black and white:

There is right and wrong, good and bad. It’s a very simplistic world view. She can assess a

situation in about 3 seconds and tell you whether it’s good or bad.

She tends to take initiative and enjoy things that are new.

If someone else is not making something new around them she will. The prophet does a terrible

job of maintaining something that is running well. If you put a prophet in an organizational or

administrative position with a program that is running well, she will do one of four things; she

will improve it, change it, enlarge it or quit. (I have actually done this in the work place)

To maintain status quo absolutely totally cuts against the core, the grain, the spiritual DNA of

how God made a prophet. They do not maintain, they make new. You bring a prophet into a

situation where there is chaos, they can be quite cheerful for awhile as they restore some order,

establish a proper framework, but as soon as the thing is fixed, they want out.

A prophet processes very quickly and has an opinion on everything all the time and is quite

willing to share it.

The prophet shifts gears very quickly.

The prophet takes the initiative to judge others

There is a compulsion to pass judgment on anything and everything, and hopefully a more

mature prophet keeps his mouth shut most of the time but through my mind I am saying, “right,

wrong, not good, should be better, change this.” The evaluation is always there.

The prophet knows no fear unless she’s been seriously wounded.

There is a basic boldness in dealing with others and with situations. The fact that she hasn’t done

something before doesn’t intimidate her. She just has a confidence the she can figure it out. She

is not intimidated by the unknown.

Another core-value deep in the DNA of the prophet is an inability to tolerate bondage. They

do not like to be locked up, trapped down, set in a closed situation. The whole concept of being

in bondage is anathema to the prophet. They prefer to run rather than be imprisoned.

The prophet is extraordinarily generous, but many times the prophet gives impulsively and

unwisely. The prophet brings her “no fear” attitude alongside her giving and will give her last

dollar without any hesitation. It is amazing to watch how fast a prophet can go from sacrificial

giving, to someone who uses it unwisely, to judging themselves for squandering the Lord’s

money.

There is a need to have vision, a need to have a reason.

Here is an elegant illustration of prophets: If you took a bunch of prophets and put them on a

ship that was loaded with everything necessary for the good life and went out to see, within a

matter of two or three days each one would, one at a time, quietly seek out the captain. They’d

ask him where they were going and if the captain said, “what is it that you need, we have

everything on the ship you need for pleasure?” The prophet would say, “no, it’s not that I need

anything, I just want to know where we’re going.” “We’re going no place in particular but the

ship has everything you need for enjoyment.”

That doesn’t compute with the prophet, and one after another they would go to the rear of the

ship and jump overboard, because the prophet cannot not go somewhere. They cannot be busy

proceeding and not know where they are proceeding to and why. There is a need to have vision,

a need to have a reason even if it is a bad reason. The need to have a deadline, a point, an

objective is non-negotiable with the prophet. Take away the reason to live and the destructions to

the prophet are immense. Where there is hopelessness, where there is bondage, where there is no

future and the prophet feels trapped, it destroys her soul and the prophet can literally will herself

to death where there has been that degree of hopelessness.

The prophet also demonstrates her gift in the area of full disclosure. When selling a used car,

unless she is really carnal, it is impossible for her to cover up the defects. She would rather

discloses them, telling every little defect, doing all she can to un-sell the care after it is sold

because of that compulsion for honesty and integrity.

The prophet is very, very hard on herself.

She is legendary for beating up others for their sins, but very few understand how hard she is on

herself. When a prophet has majorly sinned, like when Peter denied Christ, it is really hard for

her to forgive herself, and to restore her to ministry and dignity, because they are far fiercer in

their own denunciation than they are in reproving other peoples sin.

It is important for the prophet to make sense out of everything.

A prophet tends to hold truth much more tightly than relationships. This is true with family.

It’s not that the prophet is overly rejecting her family, although the tendency to be judgmental

can lead to a lot of family fragmentation, it’s just an “out of sight out of mind” thing. There is the

current world where they live, with two toes in the day and the rest of them in tomorrow, and

worrying about yesterday’s relationships just isn’t part of the prophets DNA most of the time.

The prophet has a passion for excellence in herself and in everyone else.

The prophet has probably the largest range of emotions of any gift.

The prophet is going to have the deepest compassion, the most mercy, and the fiercest

judgmental spirit all in the same person. The prophet is going to have the deepest depression, the

most profound hopelessness, and at the same time the capacity to celebrate God with exuberance,

with an extravagance that no other gift can match.

They run the entire gamut. One of the marks of a wounded prophet is one who has pulled in her

emotions and is only playing on 10 notes or so because she is so afraid of the depression she has

fallen into in the past. So in order to not fall into the depression, she has to pull in and also not

experience the joys. This is sad because God has designed the prophet to be intense, passionate,

and to be extreme in the most emotional settings. Sometimes even to the grief of those around

them.

Birthright

The prophet, if you will, is the research and development scientist in the Body of Christ. The R

& D scientist does not invent any new principles. The laws of science are fixed. She may

discover new ones, but she doesn’t invent any. The prophet is called upon to see new

applications, new ways to implement those principles in new situations. To be able to look at a

new environmental situation, go to the word of God, take a story from there, boil it down to its

principles, and bring that principle back out to a new application.

The reason the prophet does not like to do maintenance is because there is no applications of

principles. Once something is up and running, it’s up and running, there’s closure. The prophet

gets no joy out of standing, watching principles that are already assembled work.

The prophet does not celebrate more than about 10 minutes, “Okay, it worked, that’s good, that’s

fun, next.” The prophet needs an environment, needs either a problem or blank piece of paper to

apply principles, to weave together resources, to make something from nothing based upon

principles.

You also need to understand the boldness and faith of the prophet. The prophet understands the

power of truth. The prophet is the only gift whose faith is based on the principles and not on

relationship.

For the manifestation gift of prophesying, God sovereignty makes known to the individual what

is going to happen in the future. That is the kind of usage we are accustomed to for the word

prophet. But the redemptive gift of prophet does the same thing in a different way. Using

principles, she can know in advance what will happen.

A good redemptive gift of a prophet is someone who can build, not just one who can criticize.

Any carnal, immature prophet can run around and say, “this is broken, and that is wrong, and this

you shouldn’t do” and so on. That is very damaging to the church and very low level. A good

prophet is someone who can embrace the problem and apply the principles in such a way as to

effectively repair the problem.

The prophet is the one that God commissions to know the principles that will rebuild. To know,

not just the evilness of sin, but to know the fullness of god’s grace to be able to restore.

The prophet is one that is drawn to brokenness. You usually find the prophet working on the two

extremes; leaders and those who are broken and want to be restored. It doesn’t matter how badly

they’re broken, or what it is, it doesn’t matter how hopeless they are in themselves. There is

something that rises up within the prophet. There is a holy rage of fierce anger that the devil

would dare to destroy a work of God, a human being, a city, or a community, that God has

created. There is a passion and desire to bring the principles to apply, to restore, to rebuild, to

release into the fullness of the birthright.

So the cult of comfort is the enduring enemy of the prophet and the prophet is not content to

arrive at excellence alone. There is no fulfillment no life for the prophet in merely excelling in

her own right. Her life, fulfillment, joy her exuberance, her identity comes in showing a picture

of God so real, so dynamic, so current, so applicable that it will move people out of the

complacency and comfort of plus 20 to where they possess their birthright. It is in the joy of

others, the fulfillment of others experiencing their birthright that the prophet finds her own

greatest fulfillment.

This is the call of the prophet, to move beyond comfort, to provide the vision and the principles

to bring a group of people to possess their individual birthrights. That is what it is for the prophet

to possess her own birthright.

Keys to the Kingdom ~ by Group 1 Crew

Why I hate Religion, but love Jesus

Amazing God

Last weekend was an amazing lesson for me in being a vessel of God's Spirit. Friday evening I began to praise and worship Him...and soak in His amazing presence. I felt like I was in heaven, laughing and yelling with joy. The power and presence surged through my body most of the night.

The next day was great too, and when it came time to go to my house church, I was ablaze with His love and power. How to contain it? How to express it?
Then as we began to soak together, That still small voice told me to get up, and touch everyone in the room. One by one, so that He could impart...something for each person...something they needed. As I touched each one, I could feel His love and power, and then, as each person could receive, he poured it out of me, and into them. One laughed, one cried, one loved me back. But I felt it when His power left me. And then again to the next it would surge again. Amazing.

The next day, He wasn't through with me, as my dear Mother came over and asked me to pray for her. She was struggling because someone had robbed her recently, and she couldn't stop thinking about it. She is not even a believer, but said that she wanted me to pray for her, and use whatever words I wanted. I felt the surge of love and power rise up within me, and began to pray. He gave me words, that touched her. Then she asked if we could listen to the song that I had sent her the Friday before (by God's prompting), because her speakers stopped working. Two songs by Jesus Culture; Freedom Reigns, and How He loves Us. As we listened to the music the power surged through my body welling up into bubbles popping with laughter that I could not, and did not want, to contain. When I glanced over at my Mother, tears were streaming down her face. I praised God all the more, because I knew He was touching her. I love you Yeshua, and thank you.

Today she told me how she believes that every person in her life is a mirror of some part of herself. She told me that when she thinks of me, that I represent the Holy Spirit to her. Wow! What an honor. Thank you Holy Spirit for all that you are doing in me, and in my family. I bless you and ask that you pour out your Spirit on all who cry out to you...all who are asking for help...all who are seeking your face.

Beloved,
Debra

Sadness

If you let it in
embrace it like a friend
feel it's depth and pain
soon it has run its course
once you've hit the bottom
there is only up

Don't let the voices lie
they try to make you repeat
but after it's run its course
say 'no' and bind them in a heart beat

As your wings begin to spread
and the wind lifts you up higher
You'll choose life and joy
and peace will be your umpire

Debra

Windy ~ A poem

As I sit in my little cabin

listening to the rain on the glass

The wind whips the trees

in a most amazing dance

and branches hit the roof with a glance

I pray that they will stand firm

and not come tumbling down on my place

I remind myself of their years

of the roots that go deep in the earth

I imagine angels of heaven around

holding their trunks up straight

Though it whips through the tops

it cannot succeed in toppling them down

The sound of the wind is forceful

as the sound of the waves on the coast

It excites that part within me

that yearns for power and change

Not the power of men or machine

but the power of heavenly birth

That will bring forth a new dimension

and establish a new earth

by Debra

War & Violence ~ For my brothers and sisters in Christ that abide in His presence and He abides in them

This morning when I woke up, my body was vibrating with God's love in the new year, I recalled a conversation from the night before about the war, and the presidential candidates. God began to show me things in a different light, and I began to ask why most Christians, including myself, believe that defending our country by physical force is somehow God's will. I do believe that God protects me and my family. but aren't we putting our trust and power in the hands of our government and military when we support war to defend our freedoms? Aren't we supposed to put our trust in God? And why is it okay to murder our enemies, but it's not okay to murder an unborn child? Jesus makes it clear that, not only are we not to murder another human being, but we are not even to stay angry, or curse them.

Matthew 5:21-22 "You have heard that it was said to those of old, 'You shall not murder; and whoever murders will be liable to judgment. But I say to you that everyone who is angry with his brother will be liable to judgment; whoever insults his brother will be liable to the council; and whoever says, 'You fool!' will be liable to the hell of fire."

I don't read anywhere in the New Testament where Jesus or any of his followers fought back physically to protect themselves or their families (except for Peter whom Jesus reprimanded, and then healed the mans ear that Peter had cut off). Scripturally; war doesn't add up, at least not under the new covenant of grace. If we live by the law, aren't we subject to it and make what Jesus did of no affect?

Hebrews 8:13  "In speaking of a new covenant, he makes the first one obsolete. And what is becoming obsolete and growing old is ready to vanish away." 2 Corinthians 3:6  "who has made us competent to be ministers of a new covenant, not of the letter but of the Spirit. For the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life."

Jesus said in Luke 6:22-23  "Blessed are you when people hate you and when they exclude you and revile you and spurn your name as evil, on account of the Son of Man! Rejoice in that day, and leap for joy, for behold, your reward is great in heaven; for so their fathers did to the prophets."

It's as if we value our freedom and comforts more than God's word and His will. True freedom has nothing to do with physical comfort. Jesus said in Matthew 5:44-46  "But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven. For he makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have? Do not even the tax collectors do the same?" And again in Luke 6:27-29  "But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. To one who strikes you on the cheek, offer the other also, and from one who takes away your cloak do not withhold your tunic either."

Peter wrote in 1 Peter 3:17 "For it is better to suffer for doing good, if that should be God's will, than for doing evil."

As followers of Christ, the war we should be waging is in the Spirit. As Paul says in Ephesians 6:12  "For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places."
We need a spiritual military force to pursue the forces of evil and possess the kingdom for our God. As Jesus said in Matthew 18:18-20  "Truly, I say to you, whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. Again I say to you, if two of you agree on earth about anything they ask, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. For where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I among them."

The closer I abide in the presence of God, the more I believe we need to surrender to God, and begin to fight the real fight in the Spirit, by the Spirit. We have this notion that America is a Christian nation, but is it really? I think it was a necessary step in our journey toward heaven on earth, but it is not a Christian nation Let's reconsider our position on war, the use of physical violence, and our future. It's not that we do nothing, it's that we do it in love, and the guidance of the Spirit of Christ.

Paul writes in Romans 8:18-33  "For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. For the creation waits with eager longing for the revealing of the sons of God. For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of him who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be set free from its bondage to corruption and obtain the freedom of the glory of the children of God. For we know that the whole creation has been groaning together in the pains of childbirth until now.  And not only the creation, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what he sees? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience. Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. And he who searches hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints according to the will of God. And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified. What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?  He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?  Who shall bring any charge against God's elect? It is God who justifies."

Prophetess

Luke 2:36-37 And there was a prophetess, Anna, the daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher. She was advanced in years, having lived with her husband seven years from when she was a virgin, and then as a widow until she was eighty-four. She did not depart from the temple, worshiping with fasting and prayer night and day.

Soaking in His presence

There are more and more days now, when I feel the presence of the Lord. The more I slow down, pray in faith, and praise Him, the more I begin to vibrate with joy and life. Heaven on earth...I believe that is what is happening to me. The more I allow myself to see it, imagine it, the more real it becomes. Some would say I am loosing my mind. What is perception and what is reality? What we perceive as reality is real for us, and has a real affect on the world. Most of the world's technological advances came from the very people that were ridiculed by the world as 'crazy' or 'insane'. But isn't it more insane to keep living and thinking the same way, and expecting something new and different to happen?

I know I feel physical sensations after spending time praising God, that I have never felt any other way. I know that when I wake up in the middle of the night, and my whole body feels like it is vibrating with an electrical current, that something is happening in this physical reality. The more I praise and worship and then soak in His presence, the more it happens. The more I think on the things that are of Heaven; love, joy, beauty, kindness, graciousness, mercy, forgiveness, justice, noble character, trustworthiness and loyalty, the more it becomes reality. I believe this change is happening, not only in my life, but in the lives of the collective consciousness of humanity. Don't think you are alone. Don't think that your joy is only affecting you. Don't think that your praises are only affecting you. You are being changed and transformed as we abide in Him. We are one.

John 17:22-23 The glory that you have given me I have given to them, that they may be one even as we are one, I in them and you in me, that they may become perfectly one, so that the world may know that you sent me and loved them even as you loved me.

Philippians 4:8  Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.

Romans 12:2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.

John 15:4-7  Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me. I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not abide in me he is thrown away like a branch and withers; and the branches are gathered, thrown into the fire, and burned. If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you.

The Fruit of the Future

The year 2012 is not the end of time, but the end of debt for the beginning of a new decade of prosperity.. I see debts being paid...I see prosperity, not only financially, but in every area. I see joy, happiness, and a beautiful home. I see horses, I see the Lord's Spirit being poured out on everyone.

The kingdom of God is here. The Saints are rising up and taking the land back from the principalities and powers of darkness, and possessing it for the Kingdom of God. As the Saints praise God, the kingdom of darkness fades away and is no more. All of the influences of the kingdom of darkness begin to change and fall apart. No longer can it retain its hold on this earthly realm as light has permeated everywhere and darkness is seen no more.

Do no give up, tribulation is only the last futile attempts of darkness to keep hold on this earth, but it cannot, and will not continue for long. Rejoice, for the Kingdom of Heaven is among us, within us. We are the precious jewels of the universe. We are the precious jewels of the living God. Light prevails, light endures, light is victorious.

(Psalm 30:4)  Sing praises to the LORD, O you his saints, and give thanks to his holy name.

(Daniel 7:27)  And the kingdom and the dominion and the greatness of the kingdoms under the whole heaven shall be given to the people of the saints of the Most High; their kingdom shall be an everlasting kingdom, and all dominions shall serve and obey them.'

Prophet Kim Clement...December 7, 2011 Prophecy
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Opening my heart

Tonight I realized that my heart is opening again. I didn't even realize that it was closed...but as a result of the hurts in my life, I had gradually closed it down. I thought somehow that God was trying to teach me to 'not be attached to things in this world', and so I closed my heart so that I would not be devastated when that person or thing was taken from me. Now, I understand that it wasn't God that was taking those things away to get me to learn something, it was an enemy trying to steal, kill and destroy the purpose that God created me for.

Through RTF (Restoring the Foundations ministry), Jesus has healed many of the hurts that caused me to close off my heart. I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I can live in the moment, embracing and loving, without fear of loss. I now know that if I do loose something or someone I love, I am so thankful for the time that I spent with them and will embrace each moment with them.

During ministry in September, God spoke a word to me that 'He would show me how to live life to the fullest'. I can see that happening now. I also had a vision during ministry of Jesus taking out my heart and working on it for a long time and then putting it back 'all fixed up'.

Thank you Yasha (Jesus), Thank you and bless you.

Thankfulness

Yesterday was a day to be thankful for. I met with some of my lady friends at the movies to see 'Courageous'. On the way there I felt an overwhelming favor from my Daddy God. It was like I really knew at that moment that He wanted to bless me with all the riches of His universe and everything in it that is good. I knew what it felt like to be the richest person in the world. I have unlimited resources because of who my Daddy is. Jesus had unlimited resources and His Daddy adopted me. Thank you Daddy God! Why would anyone that has access to everything need to hoard or save? Life is about creating, receiving and giving out again. We never really 'have' or 'own' anything anyway. It is all an illusion of time and space.

As I watched the movie, the thing that stuck with me personally, was when the father was grieving for his daughter and his Pastor said that he had a choice to stay mad about the time that he did not have with her, or focus on being grateful for the time he did have with her. This made me think...about all the times I have lost someone or something and have grieved. I really like this way of thinking and I choose to be thankful for the time I had with those people, pets, and things that I lost. I thank you God for all the people you have put in my life and will bring me in my future. Thank you for Heaven.

There is freedom in this place! There is freedom in Heaven, Heaven is here! See it, touch it, feel it, believe it! I am so thankful for every moment. Yay God!

Who is in control? You or God?

Today I laid in my bed until around 10am when my daughter Josie called. What a great conversation we had…and great prayers.

It was so good when I was praying; it started out kind of feeling on the surface, but then I felt myself going deeper and I knew that God was listening to every word that I spoke. We prayed for Michael, Josie and then about the future. We talked more about the future and about ‘pre-destiny’ vs. a ‘changeable destiny’.

I wish I would have recorded what I said, because it was so good and so God! Something about pre-destiny being dangerous because we become depressed and apathetic. A Christian that believes this way does nothing but wait for ‘rapture’. She said something about God being in control and I said that God is in control, but part of His being in control was (and is) giving us control. He gave us dominion over the earth. There is not a ‘set’ destiny that will happen no matter what we do. We are a part of the design. He gave us free will. We need to use our free will to ‘possess the Kingdom’ through prayer, our words, our deeds and our thoughts. Jesus already won the battle; we just need to possess what He won. We do that by using our free will, taking captive every thought and making it obedient to Christ. Using our thoughts and words as if we are creating with them.

Jesus said, ‘the Kingdom of God is within you (or among you)’. It starts with us, inside us as we surrender ourselves to His Spirit. That is why we have to ‘believe with our heart and confess with our mouth that Jesus is Lord’ to be saved. What is ‘saved’? To be saved from the Kingdom of darkness, this is a life without God. A life trapped in the confines of this world and it’s way of thinking and perceiving…a life (and mind) directed by fear instead of faith, hope and love.

The freedoms of our world shrink as we are directed by fear. We think we are making a good change by controlling things so we don’t get hurt, but we really create a box for ourselves. We get temporary relief from the change, but then we become trapped by our own obsession. It’s like our whole nation has OCD and is ‘obsessing’ and ‘compulsing’ because of a need to avoid pain. As we continue to create ‘checks’ and ‘balances’ to avoid pain, we shrink our world and put ourselves in a prison of fear that gets smaller and smaller. The only way out is to face our fears head on and allow the unlimitedness of God’s Spirit to direct our lives.

The good news is that Jesus made a way for us. He already overcame this world, so with Him we can overcome as well. The more we surrender to Him and His Spirit he changes us from the inside out. The old has passed away and all things become new in Him. Abide in Him and He will abide in you. You are forgiven. There is a new promise, a new covenant (contract). The Old Testament said; ‘don’t touch a Leper or you will become ‘unclean’’, but the New Testament says, ‘touch a Leper and he will become ‘clean’. The new covenant is not about laws and rules, it’s about walking in His Spirit, possessing the Kingdom through relationship, prayer, and bringing that Kingdom to earth.

The Keys of Jacob

The Keys of Jacob - Nov 3rd, 2011 Kim Clement

I want you to be healed, to be free, touched, and your soul restored that you may have peace and joy
When your soul is messed up the light is taken away from your eyes. David said the Law of the Lord is perfect converting the soul, the statutes of the Lord are trustworthy, bringing joy to the heart, the precepts of the Lord are right making wise the simple, the fear of the Lord is pure enduring forever, the commands of the Lord are radiant bringing light to the eyes.

That is what happens when your soul gets hurt or vexed (even Jesus said, My soul is vexed) by what people say or what you see. Your eyes begin to change and you see things in a bad light. If you cannot see your soul needs to be restored so your eyes can have light.

I saw the love in your smile, I felt the strength of you voice, that is what drew me to you was the love in your smile.

Today take the tears that have come from so many people and change them, change us. 2 Corn 37:20 Their prayer came up to His Holy dwelling place, even into Heaven.

Your sword and spear may be blunt but the weapon of prayer is never our of order. When we think it is too blunt that is when it is the most effective.

No one can take your prayers away from you. I think prayer is being raptured into God's presents. You can reach in, by just prayer. Prayer gains an audience with Heaven no matter where you are or what time it is. Prayer is never futile. True prayer is true power. When God does not answer us according to the letter, but according to His spirit. Sometimes just the shedding of tears is a treasure in Heaven. There was a bottle that the Romans carry around at funeral's and catch the tears of the people and keep them in this bottle Blessed are those that morn for they shall be comforted. Don't hold back; tears are the diamonds of Heaven.

Just like your giving is never nothing, no matter how small.

When you hear the voice of God you are getting keys from God. When you get revelation you get a key from God. You have to take charge and lift up your eyes and 'see'. To look is a casual observation, but seeing is a far deeper observation. When God speaks it is light. When God speaks to your soul, which is movable, and it gets into the soul area and your eyes are given light, God spoke to Jesus, You are beloved son in whom I am well pleased. Jesus hadn't done anything yet. See yourself through God's eyes. Jesus went into the wilderness for 40 days and nights. He overcame the temptations of the devil three times. his soul was weak and the devil wanted him to perform. With perception comes receptions. What you perceive you receive. Jesus said, Man shall not live on bread alone but on every word of the mouth of God. These are perceiving words. Keys were given. Same with Peter had the revelation that Jesus was the Messiah.
Jacob was in a place of pain and ran away from home, laying on the ground he had a revelation which changed his perception and changed his soul. His eyes were opened and he said, God is in this place and this place is awesome and renamed it Bethel. Made his first offering there by pouring oil on a rock.
God is going to give you a key as how to take possession of what was given to you two thousand years ago.
Gen 31:1-30 Jacob heard the words of Laban's sons, Laban was mad because Jacob was had received wealth. Laban deceived and changed his wages 10 times. Jacob acquired his wealth by a revelation from god to take the streaked, spotted or speckled. every time it would work in favor of Jacob. The idea that he got was from God to put sticks down next to the sheep etc. Whatever Laban said he would take the ones that Jacob got were multiplied.
3John 2 you will prosper as your soul prospers. God's words changes your soul. You are recharged and given keys.
Jacob started out dirt poor, only blessed, angel came and said years before, 'lift your eyes and see!' What do you see Jacob? All the lambs are streaked, speckled or spotted. I am the God of Bethel where you anointed thee pillar and where you made a vow to me. Jacob took the place of pain and called it by another name. No longer are you Lus (a place of pain) but I call you Bethel (the residence of God). Make your place of pain the residence of God. God sanctifies it and drives out your enemies and comes back and blesses you. Don't say that you will give and then get blessed, say instead, I will give to you knowing that you will bless me. God is watching you.
Jacob took branches and cut them and the sheep had lambs that were streaked, spotted and speckled.
Jacob was doing something that made it happen, after the angle gave him the idea.
Pray I want the key that I may prosper. At the birth of Joseph Jacob is leaving. Joseph grew up to prosper and bring great prosperity later in Jacob's life. Saving his family. Jacob is wealthy, but when Joseph is born God tells him to leave Laban and go back to his land. Spirit of Joseph that is being born that is getting ready in the place of prosperity.
The people of God are going to prosper and the wicked are going to give to the righteous. Joesph was born when Laban was stealing from Jacob. Sometimes in an economic crises God works things for your advantage. Come alive, see what I see. The radiance of God will come upon you right now that you may see it!
Jacob goes to Laban and says give me my wife's (Labanic world is the controller of your finances). You have been controlled by the world of Laban. It is time for change! It is time for change! Are you ready to change? Are you ready to change? It's time for change! It's time to change Change your mind. Change your eyes. The word of the Lord is 'cannot you see the leaders of the world are being taken out? At the beginning of the year that same spirit tried to take the woman out, but I have take;n those out. As they have exalted themselves, I will humble and topple them. Move of my spirit will continue to move in the Middle East. Even leaders that will listen to the voice of Christ. I will remove the Spirit of Laban so that for those who want it will prosper. Let's believe God together. I am going to step out of the boat. Gift of faith to step out. I am going to do something that i have never done before. $100 to Kim. It's time for change. Spirit of Faith that has come upon you. Some of you are saying, "NO MORE LABAN!" Just like Jacob got an idea that gave him the keys to prosper. ACT out of faith right now. I want to be free from the spirit of Laban that had controlled my finances and my future. I break it now in Jesus name!
It is pay back time! 2011 was the year of the woman. 2012 is the year of Death to Debt. American is being changed right now. Technological advances will allow America to prosper.

Once you receive the revelation from God you will never be bored.
The spirit of Laban: Control, deceit, stealing, and debt will be broken over my life. Let me enter into the spirit of Joseph, which is wisdom and prosperity.

I imagine

I imagine I see great structures that have no edges and yet are defined…they are like crystal and yet liquid, but not liquid. Imagine a world where we don’t eat, drink or have any of our human basic needs. No need for houses, food, money…what would our world look like? In our limited state we may think, “what would we do... there would be nothing to do” but try to step out of your limited state and imagine another way…we do love, we do create, we do have joy and peace. No longer are our souls (mind, will and emotions) controlling our lives. They are there…but we are walking in complete fullness of Spirit. God's Spirit is in the lead, love is our motivation, joy is our state of being, peace is our constant companion, every thought is intentional and creational. We have the mind of Christ...time has accelerated so that what we think manifests instantly, but there is no fear of this, as the Spirit is in control and there is intent in everything. Beauty, beauty…so much beauty encompassed in God's love... love, love, love, we are consumed by His love...

^{1 Corinthians 13:12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
1 John 4:16 So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him.}

Love and change

God's Love is the platform for true change. It allows us to transcend time and space and move forward into the next level of heaven.

My Journey with Jesus started one day in November of 1986; when I sat on my bed, and asked Christ to be Lord of my life. The most wonderful journey began with Jesus Christ on that day. He touched me with His love and I began to change from the inside out. Love like I had never known before began to flow through me. No one led me to Christ except Christ Himself. It wasn't until 7 years later I stepped foot into my first church building. He will meet us where we are at. He calls us, He saves us, He heals us, He delivers us! Yay God!

I understand His real name is Yashua or Yeshua. As I studied and asked Him what his real name was, He spoke clearly to my heart and said, "My friends call me Yasha." Since then I call Him Yasha between Him and me, but still use the name Jesus so that others know who I am talking about.

Love you Yasha, my friend and saviour.